I am a pessimist since I was young that I attribute to my personality. To be honest I have inferiority complex so stage fright is always there. Fortunately I have developed a better personality when I joined the movie industry. After attending a writing workshop and winning the grand prize of the workshop contest I became known in the organization. Later on they invited me to handle a workshop to which I declined at first until I was persuaded. That was the turning point that my personality changed for the better.