Suddenly your tv randomly explodes,...
.
Do ya sense nothing then?
Do ya sense "positive" or "negative" "emotion"?
Happy?
Sad?
Angry?
Frightened?
Un-phased like a total boss?
Etc...
Or perhaps sensing neither definitive polarity, but rather a rapid fluctuation between either—ie: "anxiousness"
What happens once realizing the perceived danger has already passed?
Happy?
Sad?
Etc...
Does the sense of "anxiousness" simply dissipate, leaving you sensing nothing again?
Does the sense begin feeling like an uncomfortable pressure rapidly building up inside?
Or perhaps instead you sense as though energized?
Did you yell at the stupid exploding tv coz it's a c#nt or maybe ya laughed at the spontaneous absurdity of what just occurred?
If neither,...
...well that's essentially indicative of "emotive" sense perceptivity "blindness".
Like a "primary psychopath",...yet that doesn't mean overt "emotivity" didn't occur—similarly like shining a bright light in a blind individuals eyes,...they can't see the light, does light not exist?
If ya yelled at the surprise tv bomb,...ya might wanna recognize that this indicates underdeveloped self control—or outright negligence.(*extremely prolific throughout our current societies because for some odd reason irresponsibility is being encouraged, celebrated & rewarded.)
The "negative" "emotivity"—that uncomfortable internal pressure— is not addressed and like the tv, or an unopened can of baked beans on a barbie—eventually
chaka laka, it'll find a way to release whether ya like it or not—usually not.
If instead ya laughed,...
...and logically addressed the resulting aftermath in a deliberated manner, whether fully cognizant or otherwise, this is indicative of more efficacious self maintenance development,...ya managed to control & direct the pressure toward a non-destructive release outlet—ya laughed it out, and began clearing up tv chunks—ya might recognize this energizing sense—as "motivation".
It's certainly not easy to assume conscious self-responsibility, i still struggle all the time and it's taken near on a decade to assert dominance over the prior feralized "ego"-"self" who would literally destroy sh#t & people at the drop of a hat.
Now i cast awareness back to that pseudo-"me" and i find "him" comically absurd.
Tip: whenever becoming aware of internal "emotive" discomfort—
—focus on it—try to realize it isn't you and you do not have to attach to it,...just breathe and take notice of how the pressure behaves as you bare witness.
You can direct it any way you will.